Abraham Biggs online suicide

I heard of this earlier on today and felt a need to say something online to all those who were proved to be 'Egging him on'. I simply wanted to asure you that, as much as you may try to convince youselves that you were not responsible for his death and that he would have done it anyway, You are in no uncertain terms responsible for his death and will spend the entirety of your afterlives burning in the fires of hell. Allow me to explain
I have been to the brink before, been on the cusp of taking my own live and then crossed that line in an attempt at suicide. I know how it feels. I wont go on and bore you with my feelings at the time and I wont presume to understand exactly what was going through Abraham's mind at the time, that would be an intrusion. However I will say what my ideas are on your lude words and 'cotributions' and the effect they likely had on him.
See when you are at that point, the point where you feel you have no escape from all the overwhelming pain or emptiness you don't think "Oh hey you what I'll just kill myself, where are the pills" No you try to fight it, you subconciously give out signs and signals to those around you and you cry, you cry so hard that your throat hurts becouse you think back to the years when you where a child, happy with you friends or your family or basically any happy memories you have and ask your self one important question " How the hell did I get here?"
You fight what your feeling becouse you don't want to be the kind of person that would take their own life, that isn't a person you ever wanted to be. You don't WANT to kill yourself you just don't see any other way. but the effort needed to fight takes it's toll and you become exhausted trying to keep your head above water.
So what do you do? You reach out. Imagine feeling so scared, not of others but of youself and what you might do to yourself that you reach out to everyone you can, your family, friends doctors hey even enemies just so that someone will notice and stop you from doing what you so desperatly don't want to do but have no control over doing. The feeling of having no-ne answer my pleas is what drove me over the edge, but to have someone there, the people - strangers or not - who you had turned to for help, telling you to do it, I couldn't imagine that feeling. He was most likely insecure about himself and to have you animals convincing him that his death would make no difference to the world would have been devestating, To reach out for help only to be convinced that everything your feeling is right and that others think that you should just get it over with would have pushed him along a path of no return.
He wasn't some silly guy on the internet trying to get attention, he was a scared, lost soul in tremendous amounts of pain looking for help but you were to cruel to even offer that much weren't you.
He had a family you monsters but you saying the things you did pushed him over the edge. The comfort that his Family would care if he died was destroyed becouse you just had to be funny and crude. You sitting there typing on your computer cost a boy his life and you are all murderers. I sincerely hope that this post makes you understand a little better what you did and that the guilt from that follows you around for the REST OF YOUR LIVES.
Becouse it is the least you deserve.
He needed help, he wanted to be saved and all you had to do was look inside your hearts and find a LITTLE goddamn compassion to help another human being but your unbelievably dense little minds couldn't comprehend that could you. You should all be disgusted with yourselves. I mean what harm would it have coused you to type in " No don't do it, it's not worth it" It wouldn't have cost you anything.

If any of you where ever, at a future date, to post on the internet that you wanted to take your own life and I were to happen upon it, you know what I would do, I would tell you not to do it and to talk to your family becouse they can help you. Becouse however reprehensible I find you, you are still another living person and I could never be so evil as to encourage you.

To the people who did try to discourage him, I applaud you. You did try and even though it was unsuccessful you should still be proud that you showed compassion towards another person in pain. It's just that when someone feels that fragile even a few negative comments can push away all positive ones. You made and excellent effort that was tarnished by a select number of ghouls.

To Abraham,I may not have met you but I grieve for you. I sincerely hope you can find the peace in heaven that you were cruelly robbed of in this life.